i remember
i remember being 15 and it was around 5 in the morning. i'm pretty sure i had school that day. i was up and i was eating a salad that was drenched in ranch as i texted my friend from australia about the person i was dating. at the time i had a girlfriend and i was telling my friend how nice she was. i think i said something about how i can see myself dating this person for a long time? which is crazy to say now because i totally dumped her and ghosted her LOL. we were together for only a few weeks. that's how i was when i was 12-15, before i met my boyfriend.
i was gonna write about my overeating habits in high school, but now i think i'm gonna talk about her.
the way we met was insane, now that i'm looking back on it. we met on omegle. not even face cams just straight up through text. i was a heavy twitter user back then--lurking on "bandtwt". on that day, there was like something dedicated for waterparks fans??? (parxies). i don't know who started it, but we all collectively agreed to go on omegle and find other parx fans because why not, i guess. so like, in the hashtags i put "parxtwt" and chatted with people.
then i ran into her. i don't even remember what we were talking about. i genuinely can't remember what i said, or anything she said to me. all i know is that we exchanged twitter @'s and started following each other. then we started dm'ing each other on there.
we were friends for barely a week. then she asked me to be her girlfriend. lowkey, i think i panicked a little and said yes because i felt bad. but i do also think i wanted to be with her?? i dunno. she was nice to talk to and i cared about her.
i don't remember much of our relationship after that. i think we had matching quotes in our bios and matching profiles. she also followed me on my private twitter account. then i decided to break up with her. LOLLLLL
i dunno. i got weird after that. i think, i just felt really bad? for how things went down. so then i removed her off of my discord and my private twitter. i wouldn't be surprised if i blocked her (or if she blocked me) on my main.
oh y'know what. well, obviously we didn't interact after that. for like, a few months. that's how it usually went for me after i dated someone online we just stopped talking. few months after we dated, she started following me again on my main.
i should've mentioned this earlier, but the timeline events for this was that it started around christmas to summer.
i remember when she followed me back because i'm pretty sure i was at disneyworld. my family and i were in line waiting for a ride. i remember texting my friend from australia about this too. LMAO
yeah i was on something (no i wasn't). there is something not right with me.