still neurotic
im supposed to be better but im not. im stuck. not terribly in the pit. but i dont feel well. i dont feel great. not anymore. maybe im predestined to be depressed.
i wish i could stop thinking about it. im supposed to be the one haunting you. not the other way around. sometimes, i wonder. do you still think about me? it feels so wrong.
when will i stop feeling this way.